well yes and no. i confess the sUbject woUld have been a cUriosity to me regardless, althoUgh yoU are correct in assUming it occUred in a time recently prior to my arrival.
bUt all that matters little now. i fear, i shall likely be experiencing it again, sometime soon.
i sUppose i am jUst Used to the idea. why, i can hardly remember a time when he hasn't been promising to mUrder me. i can only remain flUstered for so long and as he comes from a time where he has already sUcceeded, it is rather difficUlt for me to dismiss the possibility of a reoccUrance.
do not misUnderstand, i woUld rather things not come to it. bUt he is right. i did lose.
you know ii am not u2ually one two 2ay thii2, becau2e ii tend two be one of tho2e people who ha2 a lot of trouble lettiing thiing2 go. and ii would argue that iin mo2t ca2e2 beiing here doe2nt change much of anythiing, except that ii cant keep the people who de2erve two be dead permanently dead. but iin thii2 ca2e, fuck that guy. who care2, dont ju2t take that lyiing down.
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...2o that2 why you a2ked about beiing dead, huh.
[Anticlimatic as that is, it's the only thing he can think to say off the top of his head.]
day 250
bUt all that matters little now.
i fear, i shall likely be experiencing it again, sometime soon.
day 250
[What is he supposed to say to that?]
no offen2e but iit 2ound2 more liike youre re2iigned two the fact rather than really worriied about iit.
day 250
i sUppose i am jUst Used to the idea. why, i can hardly remember a time when he hasn't been promising to mUrder me. i can only remain flUstered for so long and as he comes from a time where he has already sUcceeded, it is rather difficUlt for me to dismiss the possibility of a reoccUrance.
do not misUnderstand, i woUld rather things not come to it.
bUt he is right. i did lose.
day 250
ii am not u2ually one two 2ay thii2, becau2e ii tend two be one of tho2e people who ha2 a lot of trouble lettiing thiing2 go.
and ii would argue that iin mo2t ca2e2 beiing here doe2nt change much of anythiing, except that ii cant keep the people who de2erve two be dead permanently dead.
but iin thii2 ca2e, fuck that guy.
who care2, dont ju2t take that lyiing down.