ok 2o ii realiize 2iince you are not a member of my 2peciie2 de2piite your co2play and you are my almo2t ki2me2ii2'2 bff or whatever ii have le22 than zero obliigatiion two giive a fuck. 2o plea2e tell me that ii 2hould not feel miildly perturbed about you wiith biitchy mcbiitchfiit 2o ii can return two that. and that he ii2 apparently your ii dont even remember what a brother ii2 except that iit ii2 a mammaliian form of beiing genetiicaly siimiila and related 2omehow? wait hang on let me preface your an2wer by 2ayiing that thii2 ii2 not an expre22iion of concern, he ju2t 2eem2 liike that much of a diick.
['Preface' or not, there is a bit of a pause because wow, she didn't really expect this from you.]
U_U we call eachother by sibling titles becaUse it is easier for others to Understand, bUt the trUth is we are more than that, we cherUb are inextricably connected. he has been present in my life for as long as i have drawn breathe and he is also the one responsible for ending it.
well yes and no. i confess the sUbject woUld have been a cUriosity to me regardless, althoUgh yoU are correct in assUming it occUred in a time recently prior to my arrival.
bUt all that matters little now. i fear, i shall likely be experiencing it again, sometime soon.
i sUppose i am jUst Used to the idea. why, i can hardly remember a time when he hasn't been promising to mUrder me. i can only remain flUstered for so long and as he comes from a time where he has already sUcceeded, it is rather difficUlt for me to dismiss the possibility of a reoccUrance.
do not misUnderstand, i woUld rather things not come to it. bUt he is right. i did lose.
you know ii am not u2ually one two 2ay thii2, becau2e ii tend two be one of tho2e people who ha2 a lot of trouble lettiing thiing2 go. and ii would argue that iin mo2t ca2e2 beiing here doe2nt change much of anythiing, except that ii cant keep the people who de2erve two be dead permanently dead. but iin thii2 ca2e, fuck that guy. who care2, dont ju2t take that lyiing down.
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day 250
2o plea2e tell me that ii 2hould not feel miildly perturbed about you wiith biitchy mcbiitchfiit 2o ii can return two that.
and that he ii2 apparently your
ii dont even remember what a brother ii2 except that iit ii2 a mammaliian form of beiing genetiicaly siimiila and related 2omehow?
wait hang on let me preface your an2wer by 2ayiing that thii2 ii2 not an expre22iion of concern, he ju2t 2eem2 liike that much of a diick.
day 250
sollUx??
['Preface' or not, there is a bit of a pause because wow, she didn't really expect this from you.]
U_U
we call eachother by sibling titles becaUse it is easier for others to Understand,
bUt the trUth is we are more than that, we cherUb are inextricably connected.
he has been present in my life for as long as i have drawn breathe
and he is also the one responsible for ending it.
day 250
...2o that2 why you a2ked about beiing dead, huh.
[Anticlimatic as that is, it's the only thing he can think to say off the top of his head.]
day 250
bUt all that matters little now.
i fear, i shall likely be experiencing it again, sometime soon.
day 250
[What is he supposed to say to that?]
no offen2e but iit 2ound2 more liike youre re2iigned two the fact rather than really worriied about iit.
day 250
i sUppose i am jUst Used to the idea. why, i can hardly remember a time when he hasn't been promising to mUrder me. i can only remain flUstered for so long and as he comes from a time where he has already sUcceeded, it is rather difficUlt for me to dismiss the possibility of a reoccUrance.
do not misUnderstand, i woUld rather things not come to it.
bUt he is right. i did lose.
day 250
ii am not u2ually one two 2ay thii2, becau2e ii tend two be one of tho2e people who ha2 a lot of trouble lettiing thiing2 go.
and ii would argue that iin mo2t ca2e2 beiing here doe2nt change much of anythiing, except that ii cant keep the people who de2erve two be dead permanently dead.
but iin thii2 ca2e, fuck that guy.
who care2, dont ju2t take that lyiing down.